2010 a beautiful wild roller coaster ride.
Had a dream earlier this week, week of March14th.
I was nearly finishing an ice cream cone, and thought I
would go back to the cart to purchase a second helping.
The cashier was nowhere in sight, but still waited a few moments.
She returns, looks at the last bites of my ice cream
and has an angry look. She has assumed I helped myself
to an ice cream without paying. I understand how it looks to her but
I try to explain that I had already paid and was coming back for seconds
but she talked over me, telling me I owed her money.
She wouldn't listen at all... she was getting upset
that I wouldn't fess up.....then she demanded, .." Well then just give me
10 cents" I said no I already paid.
I was upset about being wrongly accused .
I woke up.
I have to laugh, as this has been happening in my real life...seeing
the cosmic trickster at work....especially since I care so much about
what people think, so a lesson a gift...what they think has nothing to do
with TRUTH or who I am.
I then share a dream this week with a film crew who is shooting a documentary called "Most Interesting Person". The person who gets interviewed provides the name of a most interesting person they know and they then interview them.
http://themostinterestingperson.blogspot.com/I was being interviewed and shared this dream, which needs to be remembered by me.... about Loving the unlovable . Sharing stories keeps it alive.
A nightmare :: Embracing Darkness
a song:: "Behind your eyes"
"For over 30 years since childhood up until my mid 30's, I used to have
nightmares of hundreds upon hundreds of vampires and zombies chasing me
with no relief in sight. Endless running, hiding and fighting.
Horrified and terrified weekly
Yes, I would try to hurt them, kill them.
I could not look them in the eyes for fear of turning into them.
I could not let them break skin or bite me for fear of turning into
them...and I feared for my life.
Some scenarios were quite humorous
with doors coming off their hinges while trying to close them... to climbing
to the top of a palm tree only to have it bend back and forth to the ground
while there hands tried to clasp me at each opportune time.
Then one day, I did something different.
A 12 year old vampire girl.
grabbed my arms and I did swing back and forth in panic
but this time
I looked into her eyes and began to sing a Namaste song.
Namaste is a greeting..."I respect that divinity within you that is also within me".
Song ::Behind your eyes
"I see light behind your eyesshining light down to my CoreI see light behind your eyesreminding me of my own shine"
The little vampire girl began to
turn back into a little girl... but when any fear came into me
she would turn back into the vampire.
At one point, my lips could not move so I hummed the song
until at one point I could not make a sound so
I sang silently in my mind.
She turned back into a little girl and I woke up.
~ I never had another nightmare like that again.~